urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:grrface325 Where everyone hates you. grrface325 2007-06-15T16:34:29Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:grrface325:55643 2007-06-15T16:34:29Z 2007-06-15T16:34:29Z I havent posted anything in this journal in so long. For fear of writing what I am thinking. I cant put in perspective anymore how horrible I am feeling. I need to sleep but my insomnia which is NOT drug induced no matter how many people want to say differently... is killing me.<br /><br />There are a lot of things I want. I dont want sunday to be fathers day, and for me to be alone, I want to stop thinking of Rob and have the fact that he beat me just be the end of me thinking of him, and I want to be in love. For the first time I dont even like anyone.... Its a weird feeling.<br /><br />Boys are the last thing on my mind, which is not like me. <br /><br />i am wanting to run away lately, far away.<br /><br />&lt;3. Rand<br /><br />ps - happy belated 21st bdays to emma and aimie. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:grrface325:655 2005-05-16T22:33:27Z 2006-02-09T00:32:14Z The Beatles - Run For Your Life <img src="http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c21/teeks40/fobbanner.jpg">