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Sunday, May 16th, 2010
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3:31 pm - Friends Only
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| Friday, June 15th, 2007
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9:29 am
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I havent posted anything in this journal in so long. For fear of writing what I am thinking. I cant put in perspective anymore how horrible I am feeling. I need to sleep but my insomnia which is NOT drug induced no matter how many people want to say differently... is killing me.
There are a lot of things I want. I dont want sunday to be fathers day, and for me to be alone, I want to stop thinking of Rob and have the fact that he beat me just be the end of me thinking of him, and I want to be in love. For the first time I dont even like anyone.... Its a weird feeling.
Boys are the last thing on my mind, which is not like me.
i am wanting to run away lately, far away.
<3. Rand
ps - happy belated 21st bdays to emma and aimie.
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